Happy New Year everyone!
I hope you spent it with the people you care about and spent it safely.
And, most importantly, I hope you had fun! 8D

Here's to a (hopefully) more productive 2010 for me.

Merry Christmas to all who celebrate the Holiday.
Season's Greetings and a Happy New Year to the rest of you. :]

I hope you got everything you asked for from Santa! 8D

! <3 !

I'm not dead! Nuh-uh! Just...kinda busy/lazy. I'm sorry about the lack of updates and I know this doesn't really make up for it at all. I HAVE been working on the newest page of Black & White (Formerly known as Shadow) but...it really isn't anything special. At this rate, that Halloween picture may never happen. XD Much less an Xmassy picture. But ya never know.

ANYWAY! I saw 's post of this Meme so that kinda made me tagged.

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

Ten things about me
1. I'm going to New York in the New Year. 8DDD
2. People often think my younger sister is older than me.
3. Already I'm struggling to find things to put here. Uh...
4. My eyes are blue but I sometimes get people who tell me they're grey.
5. The shortest 'relationship' I've ever had lasted five days. And that was recently, too. =_=;
6. I complain a lot but I never do anything to combat the complaints. I.e. I'll complain about being fat and then not seek to get into shape.
7. I'm not a big fan of myself.
8. I like Lady GaGa's visual language a lot more than I really should. XD
9. I want to start a creative revolution but I don't know how to.
10. I am a lot happier than I was this time last year but I can feel myself slipping back into unhappiness. I'm trying my very best to stop that from happening.

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
10. I'm trying really hard to act consistently right now. But I'm incredibly confused as to how I feel about you in the first place. DX I know I want to be a good friend to you at the very least. I wonder if you'll ever trust me. I wonder if there are certain skeletons in your closet that would lead me to not wanting you to trust me.
9. Uhm, I know it was only five days but I still quite like you...and I'm just really confused as to where we stand right now.
8. I have a feeling that everyone I've met through you doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. But you're still here and I wanna say thank you. My behaviour over the past few years hasn't exactly been exemplary and I know I've pushed a lot of people away but I'm really glad you chose to stick with me even after how I've acted.
7. I feel horrible but you're really starting to annoy me. But I can tell you pretty much anything. And we do have a good laugh. But sometimes you do annoy me. And it makes me feel selfish. I'm sorry.
6. Are you this friendly with all of your friends? I think you are but you're really confusing me.
5. I feel I need to apologise to you. I'm not entirely sure why. I want to talk to you but whenever I try to I just feel so anxious and guilty. I hate this. I'm sorry I 'run away' every time I see you. I think we need to talk. I know I need to grow a spine.
4. Well, now I know you only wanted one thing from me. I'm still not sure why, though. Were you really that desperate? Should I not even attempt to maintain a friendship with you? Ugh, I fail.
3. Uhm...do you like me like that? I'm noticing certain things and I don't know if those things are actually there or if I'm just imagining it. I have a feeling that, if I'm not imagining it, then I won't be able to give you what you want...if you even know what it is that you want.
2. I think you're awesome. But uhm...I'm a little surprised at how open you are about certain things that have happened to you. On a tangentially related note, why do I always seem to make friends with your type?
1. It's bullies like you that are the reason my belief in myself is nearly non-existant. I thought I left people like you behind in secondary school. Seriously, what is your problem?

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Be affectionate.
2. Trust me.
3. Be honest.
4. Talk to me!
5. Make me delicious things to eat...^_^;
6. Listen to me. Let me talk too.
7. Get me to try new things.
8. 'Geek-out' with me. XD

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:

1. CBA
2. What the hell am I gonna do with all of these characters running around my mind?
3. I'm totally going to fail this subject. DX
4. Am I being annoying? Do they like me? Were they laughing with me or at me? Etc.
5. SORRY! SORRY! SORRY!
6. <3
7. I WANT TO DRAW!/I'M TOTALLY DRAWING THAT! (Whether I actually draw is another matter entirely though)

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:
(Uhm...gonna have to cheat a bit on this)

1. My Family
2. Amy & Charlotte
3. Becky, Nez and Rose
4. The other two thirds of my 'OT3'. You know who you are *Wink Wink*
5. Adam, Dan, Mark and Lexi

FIVE songs that you listen to often lately:

1. Pretty When You Cry-VAST
2. Astronaut-Amanda Palmer
3. I don't like to get Dirty-The Ropes
4. Space Monkey, Drag, Infra-Red, A song to say Goodbye & Broken Promise-Placebo
5. This will make you love again & My Secret Friend-IAMX

If you've gotten this far, consider yourself tagged.
8D

Stolen from everybody... everywhere.

Ask me either a broad question (i.e "who is your cruelest character?", "what is your most optimistic story?") or a specific question/request ("what world does ___ come from?", "tell me about ___") and I will answer you. Or you can ask meta- questions like "what was the inspiration for creating ____?"

HAVE AT IT, MY WATCHERS! 8D

In other news I kinda want to draw something for Halloween this year but was unsure of what to draw. So, I look to you for suggestions. 8D
Do you want to see my characters cos-playing as characters from a well-known series? Or do you want a picture that's just generally creepy? All suggestions are welcome. 8D

Have a good one, kids.

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